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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Spock's Beard - 2002 - Snow

Snow
This would be the last album Neal Morse would create with Spock's Beard,leaving the band after recording to start his highly successful solo career.There are so many great Spock's beard songs, but if I had to choose something as "the best they've done", this by far as a whole out weighs anything in their catalog.A 2 disc concept album about the struggles of a somewhat shy albino child ,some would call autistic at times,who just couldn't fit in and his path through life.A captivating and emotional story not to be missed by anyone with a heart so here it is! Snow



Disc one
01. Made Alive/OvertureI
02. Stranger In A Strange Land
03. Long Time Suffering
04. Welcome To NYC
05. Love Beyond Words
06. The 39th Street Blues (I'm Sick
07. Devil's Got My Throat - mp3
08. Open Wide The Flood Gates
09. Open The Gates Part 2
10. Solitary Soul
11. WInd At My Back



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Disc 2
01. Second Overture
02. 4th Of July - mp3
03. I'm The Guy
04. Reflection
05. Carie
06. Looking For Answers - mp3
07. Freak Boy
08. All Is Vanity - mp3
09. I'm Dying
10. Freak Boy Part 2
11. Devil's Got My Throat Reprise - mp3
12. Snow's Night Out
13. Ladies and Gentlemen, Mister Ryo Okumoto On The Keyboards
14. I Will Go - mp3
15. Made Alive / Wind At My Back



Lineup
Neal Morse (lead vocals, piano, all synth, acoustic guitar)
Ryo Okumoto (hammond and mellotron)
Dave Meros (bass, vocals, French horn)
Alan Morse (electric guitars, vocals)
Nick D'Virgilio (drums, percussion, vocals)

Guest musicians
Chris Charmichael - violin, viola, cello
Jim Hoke - saxophone, clarinet, autoharp
Neil Rosengarden - flugelhorn, trumpet
Molly Pasutti - backing vocals on "Open the Gates Part 2"

Released August, 2002
Recorded Lawnmower And Garden Supply, Pasadena, CA
Genre Progressive rock
Length 1:43:41
Label InsideOut Music
Producer Neal Morse and Spock's Beard

Snow is the sixth studio album of the progressive rock band Spock's Beard, and the final album with main songwriter and vocalist Neal Morse. A double-CD concept album, Snow explores similar ground to classic concept albums like The Who's Tommy and The Lamb Lies Down On Broadway by Genesis. It was released in 2002 on InsideOut Music.

SNOW
Just the Story

Some things happen for a reason. Some things happen by chance, but, chances are there's a reason for that too. Take for example the boy that was born John Sikeston who became the famous (or infamous depending on who you are) SNOW. People call him that because he has a slight Albino appearance and I believe it was his little sister who coined the nickname to torment him. But, as fate would have it, this little piece of torture stuck for life.

He was born in some nameless place in the midwest of America by hard working parents who were faithful church goers in the traditional sense. Which means it didn't really affect their hearts so much as was just one more thing they had to do, like going to work on Monday morning. Perhaps this accounts for Snow's unorthodox religious tendencies. Perhaps not.

So, he was raised by a working man in a working man's land. The only problem was he didn't blend. In a place where everyone was supposed to blend, he stood out like the only cloud in a cloudless sky. Poetic, isn't it? Well, he didn't feel very poetic. He felt uncom- fortable most of his childhood. Then, when he realized he had a special kind of a gift for seeing into peoples lives, he felt even MORE uncomfortable. And somehow he knew it would be frowned upon. Like how children automatically know that lying and other nasty things are wrong. He just knew. So he kept it a secret until he was a teenager. What a horrible thing to hide.

Well, we don't have all day, do we? So, I'll get on with it. At some point in his teenage years our hero had a spiritual experience (which shall be left to your own imagination) and left home for New York City. Where else? Isn't that where they all go? Another kid from Iowa or some place wandering around trying to find his way. This was in the days when it was a pretty smutty place. I understand they've cleaned it up now. Anyway, so there's this Albino kid walking around all goo-goo eyed, checking everything out with full childish innocence when this ugly black kid comes up to him and starts hassling him about coming into a strip joint. He seems to be enjoying himself as he's taunting the kid when the kid grabs his arm and something happens.

'You ain't no flea... look at you now... look at you now flea...'. The man says looking over the dead body. The body was beaten up so bad it was an IT. Unrecognizable. Then the man and his partner leave and there's a terrible silence. He's alone with IT. 'I'll never come out... I'll never come out... that's what I'll do... I ain't never comin' out'. The ugly black kid (who we'll call the Harlem Knight) stood there on the street repeating that for while when something else happened. He felt a kind of rushing love come over him. All in the same moment! You see, that was the kid's Dad whom he watched get beat to death on the living room floor of their Brooklyn apartment 15 years ago. Somehow through his touching this white haired freak boy, the nightmare that he'd been trying to out run all his life, now felt like it was... gone. No, not gone, but powerless. It's hard to describe these things. After that things move pretty quickly. Snow and the Knight start converting and healing other bad off people in the city. Junkies and whores and the like. Soon he has a street mission. He holds meetings in parks and wherever he can. His following grows at an astounding rate.

Now he's a big deal. He and the Knight create an organization called 'The Touch That Heals' organization or THO for short. Things go along all right for a while and then his ego begins to attack him. Right about the same time he falls for a girl who hates his guts. The irony of this guy who can see so much about people's lives and yet has no clue what's going on with the girl he loves does not escape many. When he touches her he sees his own downfall. He sees himself on the street, drunk, strung out and near death. This sends him over the edge. He spirals down, winds up homeless himself and the vision becomes true.

Then in the end his friends come and lift him up, bring him to a hospital and back to life. There's a lot more to it but we can't go into right now. Suffice to say, he winds up coming back to them and being renewed in the same way he renewed them. They walk off into the sunset leaving plenty of room for the sequel. That's the gist of it but there's more. We'll leave the rest to you...

LYRICS
DISC 1

01. Made Alive / Overture

NARRATOR:
From a world that's never ending
From a sky beyond the skies
A child is born
And love is made alive

Like a flaw that seeks perfection
With a will that will survive
A child is born
And love is made alive

Overture

INSTRUMENTAL


02. Stranger In A Strange Land

NARRATOR:
Behold the boy - The stranger, the working man's son
With skin like white lightning
And eyes like two shots from a gun

They'll teach him to pray and work everyday
He'll learn how to sweat in the sun
But God has a place - A place for him in His plan
He won't be like his old man
He won't be made to crawl

His folks named him John
But everyone else called him Snow
With flesh bright as Sunday
And a face full of something unknown

Shunned as he grew, he finally withdrew
Asleep in a world all his own
Then he awoke like a child in the Promised Land
With barely the strength to stand
And tears in his eyes

He's a stranger in a strange land from a world far away
Like a savior in the wasteland with a high price to pay
He's a stranger in a strange land
And he can't find his way home

At seventeen years old he awoke from his world of gray
(He awoke to a time gone away)
With a gift ever-reaching and a calling he had to obey
(They watched as he left home one day)
They all looked on
While the prodigal son
Left the home of his father that day
Hit New York City with just the shirt on his back
With a tape deck and battery pack
And no turning back...

He's a stranger in a strange land from a world far away
Like a savior in the wasteland with a high price to pay
He's a stranger in a strange land
Stranger in a strange land


03. Long Time Suffering

SNOW:
I never saw such a place in all my life
This is tomorrow's song
I think I've waited too long
Can't seem to see through the scraping of the sky
And now it seems so wrong
To think I spent such a...

Long time suffering and crying to the sky
Long time suffering and never knowing why

I have a gift that can see beyond the years
The touch so refined
I have transcended all time
My heart can reach through the secret well of tears
And when they all come out
Won't have to spend such a...

Long time suffering and crying to the sky
Long time suffering and never knowing why
The child awakening to a city in the sky
Spent such a long time suffering and never knowing why

I may be only seventeen but I see things
Look at the woman who's head keeps hangin' down
I cannot feel her hate I feel her needing
Some how I feel like I cannot let her down

I never saw such a place in all my life
This is tomorrow's song, I waited much too long
The change can come in a twinkling of an eye
The slave running free; the salmon floating downstream
The change can come in a twinkling of an eye
The slave running free, so why'd we spend such a

Long time suffering and crying to the sky
Long time suffering and never knowing why
The child awakening to a city in the sky
Spent such a long time suffering...

The change can come in a twinkling of an eye...


04. Welcome To NYC

THE KNIGHT:
Hey, hey, hey - Welcome to New York City
We got the hottest girls and they'll do anything you want
Hey there whitey, so white you're kinda pretty
Why don't you come on in, depending on how much cash you got

I LIKE IT!
Look, boy, where you from?
I love ya now - Walk boy don't you run

It's hotter than the sun, walk, boy don't you run
You better get a gun, where you from Ohio or somethin'?
Don't you gimme the eye or my friends just might stop by
We'll have ourselves a time, you won't look so happy about it

I LIKE IT!
You better find your Mama to protect you now
You look like the wind might blow you down

I LIKE IT!
Don't touch me now
You better find your Mama to protect you now
She'll protect you now - She'll protect you now
She'll protect you now - Don't touch me now...


05. Love Beyond Words

SNOW:
I see a boy who watched his father
Be beat to death right on the living room floor
As he watched through the door - You watched through the door

Now you're a young man filled with anger
You know your life on earth could mean so much more
Don't you know what it's for, I think you know what it's for

To love beyond words - (Love beyond all words) - Love beyond words

THE KNIGHT:
Now I somehow have understanding
Like I've never had before in my life
Do you know what that's like, I think you know what it's like

To love beyond words - (Love beyond all words) - Love beyond words
To love beyond words - (Love beyond all words) - Love beyond words
To love beyond words - (Love beyond all words) - Love beyond words


06. The 39th Street Blues (I'm Sick)

THE PROSTITUTE:
Hey Snow White and the Harlem Knight
You make a perfect pair
Skin and bones and a hatchet faced homes
Hey, what you doin' 'round here
Why don't you go back to Central Park
Or stick around and see why love is art

In my sin I've sunk right in
I finally understood
Why all the geeks and the Catholic Priests
They love to do us good
Maybe you would like some at my cost?
Or maybe you and the white shadow should go get lost

'Cause I'm sick of pity and morphine
I'm sick of you runnin' me down
I'm sick but maybe there's something
That can still save me from the depths of this town

One more time I'll speak my mind
And then you'd better go
Before Sad Sam and the backdoor man
Make me wish I'd just said no
I might come to your meeting in the park
But now I've got to work it's getting dark

'Cause I'm sick of pity and morphine
I'm sick of you runnin' me down
I'm sick but maybe there's something
That can still save me - That can still save me

SNOW:
Come you worn out weak and tired
To this meeting in the dark of the night
And you'll walk in the light
Yes, you'll walk in the light

If you're addicted and afflicted
My name is Snow and I've the gift and the sight
And we'll make it alright
Yes, we'll make it alright


07. Devil's Got My Throat

THE ADDICT:
Richy Rich got high on the high life
Ron the rage it raged into my life
The Dow Jones it took on new meaning
I'd pick my feet before every high-powered country club meeting

The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote

Oh my God! Look what's become of me!
My best friends a spider
My girlfriends a cardboard cut-out I stole from Circuit City

The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote

Moving forward in my mind
Moving forward in my mind

Alright that was fun now let's hit the skyline
I don't know what he's got but I know it ain't mine

The devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
I'm your cruel joke
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
The devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote

STREET PEOPLE:
We've heard this same kind of thing a million times
But this kid's a freak; the weirdest one this week
I hear that he has a gift well we shall see
The Albino Saint; I bet a jolt he ain't
I'm gonna go just to check the geek boy out
I hope it's not too long; I guess we can't go wrong
Who wants to go meet me in the park tonight
I hope it's not too long; I guess we can't go wrong
Who wants to go meet me in the park tonight...


08. Open Wide The Flood Gates

SNOW:
Red forest green
As you stand at the waterfall
And there's no in between
You go back or you trust the fall

And the man says that'll be forty-five
And the best of your mind's crying 'take the dive'

Open wide the flood gates
And let love take your soul
Open wide the flood gates
'Til there's so much you overflow

Out of the blue
And into uncertainty
And since you are a child
You just want some kind of security

But the desert will always be hot and dry
Until the cool water comes rushing by

Open wide the flood gates
And let love fill your soul
Open wide the flood gates
'Til there's so much you overflow
Open wide the flood gates
Sprinkle this soul around
Open wide the flood gates

You spent your life running away
You run but you're not far away

Open wide the flood gates
And let love take your soul
Open wide the flood gates
'Til there's so much you overflow
Open wide the flood gates
Sprinkle this soul around
Open wide the flood gates
Let this Love come down
Open wide the flood gates

SNOW:
Open wide the flood gates - And let love move your soul
Open wide the flood gates - 'Til there's so much you overflow
Open wide the flood gates - Let it wash away the past
Open wide the flood gates - Man, you'll feel you're home at last
Open wide the flood gates - Yeah, Yeah, Yeah


09. Open The Gates - Part 2

SNOW AND COMPANY:
Open up the flood gates in your mind that you might be set free
Open up the windows left behind and stand in what could be
When something shifts the bulb will light and you may understand
Something beyond your sense of sight far from the world of man

(Glass is all breaking - Everything's changing NOW)

Open up the window feel the calm of the first cool breeze
Feel how the wind blows you can see the forest through the trees
When you flip the switch you may deny what you once held as true
All will be revealed; seek and you'll find that you can

Open up the flood line - we got separated by time
Lifting up the gate now - we got separated somehow
Let's come together now

Open up the flood gates and believe that all will come to pass
Release the dream and let your woodwinds be all turned to brass
When something shifts you may belie your former way of life
Don't you want to be out of your mind; come on and

Open up the flood line - we got separated by time
Lifting up the gate now - we got separated somehow
Let's come together now

Go before the gafe goes down when you hear the calling sound (I will go)
You will not be turned away bring your weakness with your strength (I will go)
Where the river meets the sea - Where the sky is holding me (I will go)
Love will be your ministry - Let it fly when you open up the flood line


10. Solitary Soul

THE HOMELESS:
I've been here since long ago waiting for the end
I don't need to have a home but I could use a friend

So many people they don't give a damn
They look away when they see what I am
I've been like half a man but I could be whole
Won't you befriend this solitary soul

Got a lot of breezes left to blow
Where I'm going I don't know
Got a lot of heartache got a show
What it's like you'll never know
To be the solitary soul

I've been here since long ago buried in my tears
Feels like I've walked alone for a thousand years

So many people they don't give a damn
They look away when they see what I am
I've been like half a man but I could be whole
Won't you befriend this solitary soul

Got a lot of breezes left to blow
Where I'm going I don't know
Got a lot of heartache got a show
What it's like you'll never know

Got a lot of breezes left to blow
Where I'm going I don't know
Got a lot of heartache got a show
What it's like you'll never know
To be the solitary soul

SNOW AND COMPANY:
I see your heart
I know what you've been through
I know you
Come be a part
You know you belong here
So dry your tears because

Love beyond words - Can fill your heart
Love beyond words - You'll feel a part
Love beyond words - You won't be alone anymore

I see your heart
I know what you've been through
I know you
Come be a part
You know you belong here
So dry your tears because

Love beyond words - Can fill your heart
Love beyond words - You'll feel a part
Love beyond words - You won't be alone anymore


11. Wind At My Back

THE HOMELESS:
How can you be
Like a sky stretched out before me
And the world is turning your way
Even darkness is better this way

Can it be true
That it all comes rushing from you
When my resistance is gone
And there's nothing that I can lean on

You are the wind at my back
You give what I lack
You're the jewel in my hand
You're like rain on dry land

You're the focus the beam
You're realities dream
You're the blue in my black
You're the wind at my back

All of the above
I'II have the lot for my love
And as we're becoming somehow
As we're changing the future to now

I just want to live
In the place that you have to give
I'll let the heat beat me down
Until the water comes down

You are the wind at my back
You give what I lack
You're the jewel in my hand
You're like rain on dry land

You're the focus the beam
You're realities dream
You're the blue in my black
You're the wind at my back

You are the wind at my back
You give what I lack
You're the jewel in my hand
You're like rain on dry land

And my soul has been kissed
Just because you exist
You're the dream that's a fact
You're the wind at my back

You're the wish that I make
You're the prize I might take
You're the gold that is free
You're the groom on one knee

You're the focus the beam
You're realities dream
You're the blue in my black
You're the wind at my back


DISC 2

01. Second Overture
INSTRUMENTAL

02. 4th Of July

NARRATOR:
Another 4th of July
Another pie in the sky
Another man hears the call

Another snake in the grass
Another tire's been slashed
Another man takes the fall

And like a dream dressed in white
Fast as a trick of the light
You see the vision of every man

You've known it since you were small
Even before you could crawl
You had the vision of every man

Another 4th of July
Another shot hits the sky
Another man has to pay

We wish our boy would stay sane
We wish he'd change his name
But life just isn't that way

And like a dream dressed in white
Fast as a trick of the light
You see the vision of every man

You've known it since you were small
Even before you could crawl
You had the vision of every man

Another 4th of July
Another shot hits the sky
Another ego exalts the man

Another 4th of July
Another shot hits the sky
Another ego exalts the man


03. I'm The Guy

THE EGO:
I'm the guy who lurks
In the heart of every man
I'm the creepy jerk
Dressed up like your dearest friend

I am Jonah's whale flying friendly sail
I'm the mind you're living in
I - I'm the guy

I'm the guy who thinks
Of the press and interviews
Like to walk a mile
In God's favorite running shoes

If you specify who has made you cry
Who can give the suicidal blues
I - I'm the guy

I'm the one you can't get free
I will always be
Like a wolf that's at your door
What your women wants is me
I'm the one she's waited for
She's waited for

I'm the one eyed jack
I'm the one you can't ignore
Just give me somethin' better than that
I'm the guy who wants more and more
and more and more and more

And then when I'm through
You'll be turned into
An emotional vegetable
'Cause I - I'm the guy

I'll tell you how great you are
You're the best by far
You're a drop dead centerfold
That girl ain't nothin' - you're the star
And your life will be controlled
It'll be controlled by me


04. Reflection

NARRATOR:
Behold the man, the stranger, the working man's son
He reflected the mountain
Now all souls can see what's been done

And the word spread fast as wild fire
But the people changed as the wind swept higher
And the crowd's got huge, man, you should've seen the choir

And in two years he made the cover of Time
The albino priest with the psychic mind
"You wanna see Mr. Snow you better get in line"

He might've been fine - He might've got through it OK
If not for the girl, when he saw her I guess everything changed

And the loose in him wound up tight
And the flanks all faded in the failing light
And the needy people seemed an oversight

He knew about things he couldn't know
He knew about people and he told them so
But until he touched her he didn't know - She let him know


05. Carie

SNOW:
Carie
Won't you come and see me, the clouds have bid the sun
Let's take a chance and run with just what we can carry

Carie
Won't you come and save me, I am of the earth
But you are like a church with one hand in the sky
And a face that answers why
Won't you please just hear me

Everywhere I hear you - Everywhere you call
Everyday I feel the need to fall into you
I need to be behind your castle walls

Carie
I see it all so clearly, the window's open now
Let's take what fate's allowed, time may never come
Let's take a chance and run with just what we can carry


06. Looking For Answers

SNOW:
I think I'II give her a call to see if she's up
It's kinda late but you know it wouldn't surprise me
If I get her machine again

You see there's a problem I have
And have had for a long, long time
I wish I was blind as a bat
Cause no matter where I'm at
I can see her standing there

I'm still looking for answers
Maybe I can do better
Or maybe this is where I'll be for all eternity

This is a torture of sorts
I've seen the reports of my demise
But don't feel sorry for me
It's not like I can see at all

She's the best thing I've had
And have had for a long, long time
But I'm just a freak with a gift
Living in a paradigm shift
My world is changing everywhere

I'm still looking for answers
Maybe I can do better
Or maybe this is where I'll be for all eternity

I'm still looking for answers
Maybe I can do better
Or maybe this is it for me
This is where I'll be for all eternity

I'm not opposed to being alone, the needle is stuck
My penance was made by my run out of luck
And I don't suppose you'd consider changing your mind
I promise you it will be different this time
And I don't have nothin' to bring to the table
Oh no matter what I say
I'll be here forever - Forever will be today

I'm still looking for answers
Maybe I can do better
Or maybe this is where I'll be for all eternity

I'm still looking for answers
Maybe I can do better
Or maybe this is it for me
This is where I'll be for all eternity

I'm still looking for answers
I'm still looking for answers
I'm still looking for answers


07. Freak Boy

CARRIE:
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
How could you think I'd love you

You're a toothpick
So pathetic
You make me sick
I barely even know you

I took my turn in your prayer line
I felt something more like a warning
They all saw you secretly looking
Now you're here at two in the morning

You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
How could you think I'd love you

You're a magnet
For the pathetic
I can't tell you
How much your face revolts me

In a way you are the worst kind
Think you know so much about people
So how come you never saw me
Open my church and smell all the people now

You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
How could you think I'd love you

You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy

You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy
You're a Freak Boy


08. All Is Vanity

SNOW:
And when we touch the future dies
I see the face of my demise
I'm all alone without a friend
I see my fate; my bitter end

Thought I was the bigger man
But all I've done is a grain of sand
Thought I gave the best of me
But all it was was vanity

All is vanity
All is vanity


09. I'm Dying

SNOW:
As the sun burns my eyes
I am pierced to the core
Everyday I feel dead
Nothing feels like before

When my friends come to play
I won't answer the door
When they come in the night
I won't be here no more

Help me I'm dying
My soul is crying
Help me I'm dying now

Hear the shots in the night
And I don't care what for
I had mustard today
I can't eat it no more

When death walks in my house
I will speak my desire
Let the storm take me out
With unquenchable fire

Help me I'm dying
My soul is crying
Help me I'm dying now


10. Freak Boy - Part 2

SNOW:
I'm a Freak boy
I'm a Freak boy
I'm the milk left out until morning

I'm a Freak boy
Everlasting
I'm a bomb set off without warning now

I'm a Freak boy
I'm a Freak boy now

On the street now
Barely breathing
They don't call me Snow it's too charming

Somehow I still
Have some feeling
Like a dog you best not alarm me now

I'm a Freak boy now
I'm a Freak boy now
I'm a Freak boy now


11. Devil's Got My Throat - Revisited

THE ADDICT:
Hey, ain't that Snow
He looks like he's flyin'
Pick him up and bring him along
We'll show him a good time

The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote

The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
And I'm your cruel joke
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote
The Devil's got my throat
I'm goin' down that's all she wrote


12. Snow's Night Out

SNOW:
Looks like I'm goin' out with these dudes...

13. Ladies And Gentlemen, Mister Ryo Okumoto On The Keyboards
INSTRUMENTAL

14. I Will Go

SNOW:
Help me I'm dying
Help me I'm dying now

And as the whirlwinds disappeared
I looked around and I was here
The clouds were clearing from my eyes
My life stood still and began to rise

And all the faces round about
Began to smile and call me out
No time to think; nothing to know
Just one tremendous letting go

And God was there behind a veil
And everyone I'd helped or failed
These words escaped inside my soul
There's no denying

I will go
(Go before the gate goes down
When you hear the calling sound)
I will go
(You will not be turned away
Bring your weakness with your strength)
I will go
(Where the river meets the sea
Where the sky is holding me)
I will go
(Love will be your ministry
Fly it high when you open up the flood line)

And when I finally came around
Propped in a bed my head bound
I saw my friends they all were there
Some eyes were wet some eyes were clear

They gathered round and touched my hand
And I began to understand
I saw a future yet unknown
I saw a child returning home

And God said "Welcome back my friend"
He brought me back to life again
And when He calls me down the road
I will be going

I will go
(Go before the gate goes down
When you hear the calling sound)
I will go
(You will not be turned away
Bring your weakness with your strength)
I will go
(Where the river meets the sea
Where the sky is holding me)
I will go
(Love will be your ministry
Fly it high when you open up the flood line)


15. Made Alive Again / Wind At My Back

SNOW:
From a world that's never ending
From a sky beyond the skies
A child is born
And love is made alive

Like a flaw that seeks perfection
With a will that will survive
A child is born
And love is made alive


Wind At My Back

SNOW:

And you are the wind at my back
You give what I lack
You're the jewel in my hand
You're like rain, you're like rain
You're like rain now

And my soul has been kissed
Just because you exist
You're the gold that is free
You're the groom on one knee

You're the wind at my back
You give what I lack
You're the jewel in my hand
You're like rain on dry land

You're the focus the beam
You're realities dream
You're the blue in my black
You're the wind at my back

You are the wind at my back
You give what I lack
You're the jewel in my hand
You're like rain on dry land

You're the flow that I feel
The illusion so real
You're the ocean the tide
You're the door open wide

And my soul has been kissed
Just because you exist
You're the gold that is free
You're the groom on one knee

You're the focus the beam
You're realities dream
You're the blue in my black
You're the wind at my back

You're the wish that I make
You're the prize I might take
You're the dream that's a fact
You're the wind at my back

You're the flow that I feel
The illusion so real
You're the ocean the tide
You're the door open wide

And my soul has been kissed
Just because you exist
You're the blue in my black
You're the wind at my back

Spock's Beard - 2000 - V

V
Released August, 2000
Recorded Lawnmower and Garden Supply, Pasadena, California
Genre Progressive rock
Length 62:59
Label InsideOutMusic
Producer Spock's Beard,Neal Morse





01. At The End Of The Day (16:30)
02. Revelation (6:04)
03. Thoughts - part 2 (4:41)
04. All On A Sunday (4:12)
05. Goodbye To Yesterday (4:40)
06. The Great Nothing (27:18)
- i. From Nowhere
- ii. One Note
- iii. Come Up Breathing
- iv. Submerged
- v. Missed Your Calling
- vi. The Great Nothing

Lineup
Neal Morse: lead vocals, piano, all synths, acoustic guitar
Alan Morse: electric guitar, vocals, cello and sampler
Dave Meros: bass, stand-up bass, vocals, french horn
Nick D'Virgilio: drums, percussion, vocals
Ryo Okumoto: Hammond organ and mellotron

Additional musicians
Katie Hagen - french horn
Chris Carmichael - violin, viola, cello
Kathy Ann Lord - english horn
Joey Pippin - trumpet

V is the fifth studio album of progressive rock band Spock's Beard.
The release of V also produced a CD single, this time promoting the track All on a Sunday. The track itself was re-recorded in 2001 and is slightly different from the album track. Also on the single is an unreleased song called The Truth, and the music video for All on a Sunday.
This album is available as a limited edition as well, which contains a 32-page booklet that includes an interview with the band and a personal fact-sheet on all the band members, as well as a multimedia track showing the band in the studio.
There is some remarkable similarity with the cover of this album and the cover of Symphony X's album V: The New Mythology Suite. The latter is also the fifth album of the respective band and was released later in the same year. Both bands perform progressive music and both are signed to InsideOut Music. Also, both albums are nearly as long (their lengths differ by 11 seconds). Both bands have said that these similarities are a complete coincidence.

LYRICS
At The End Of The Day

Earth - dancing 'round the fire
Come - meet the western sky
Life - walking on a wire
Reach - to know the reason why
At the end of the day
You'll be lying in a suit of Grey
At the end of the day
You'll be fine

They - won't do you any favors
('Till the slate is clean)
You - you walk a lonely line
Slide - with punks and drunks and saviors
(In the big machine)
Down - you meet the rest of life

At the end of the day
It's what you do not what you say
At the end of the day
You'll be fine
At the end of the day
It doesn't matter anyway
At the end of the day
You'll be fine
You'll be fine

Great wheel is broken - you've got no fortune left
Out of the sunlight - out of the great undead
And you can't even sleep at night
And you literally curse each day
You could give or give back your life anyway

Concrete and jungle
They've stretched and hung you out
You can't turn the clock back
It's too late to turn back now
And you can't even hold your own
And you feel like you're all alone
And you never feel like you're home anywhere

At the end of the day
There won't be anymore
(So turn the world around)
At the end of the day
We'll know what this was for
(As the sun keeps comin' down)
At the end of the day
You won't feel any pain
(As the sky begins to fall)
At the end of the day
You'll be feeling right as rain
(As the veil reveals it all)

Lightning calls you
It's time to go
Something keeps telling you
But you don't want to know

Feel your heart like a window open slow
Say goodbye to the world that you know
At the end of the road

It begins, it believes and it sees for all time
She's coming down my way
It is here, as it breathes and it sees for the blind
She's holding me finally

You've been schooled
Had aggression in large amounts
Just be truthful
It's everything that counts

There is no hand waiting that must be paid
We will leave our encores all unplayed
At the end of the day

It begins, it believes and it sees for all time
She's coming down my way
It is here, as it breathes and it sees for the blind
She's holding me finally

It begins, it believes and it blows me away
It is here, as it breathes at the end of the day
She's coming down my way

It begins, as it ends and it won't be unkind
She's coming down my way
It is here, as it breathes and it eases my mind
Here it is finally
It begins, as it ends and it blows me away
It is here, as it lives at the end of the day
Here it is finally

Earth - dancing 'round the fire
Come - breathe the breath of life
Life - walking on a wire
Just - let it all in tonight

At the end of the day
It's what you do not what you say
At the end of the day
You've got time
At the end of the day
You'll be dreaming as you fly away
At the end of the day
You'll be fine, you'll be fine


Revelation
Got a locket on a string
She caresses as she brings me jasmine tea
Breaking out of who she was
She confesses that she's not sure how
And I cannot explain now
But the rain keeps coming down

It's the rain of revelation
Just keeps comin' down
Just keeps comin' down
It's the pain of pure elation
Just keeps comin' down
Just keeps comin' down

She's a shifted paradigm
She's my partner in my crime against the clock
If she's the wind then I'm a fan
Blowing through and changing who I am
And I don't understand how
But she's blowing through me now....

It's the rain of revelation
Just keeps comin' down
Just keeps comin' down
It's the pain of pure elation
I can't live without
I can't live without, I can't live with....

I had somethin' black and somethin' blue
But I never heard a thing that's true
And I always thought there's nothing new under the sun

And I cannot explain now
But the rain keeps coming down

It's the rain of revelation
Just keeps comin' down
Just keeps comin' down
It's the pain of pure elation
I can't live without
I can't live without

It's through now.....
I've gone underground

Thoughts (Part II)
I thought I'd come to you and say
All the things I had on my mind
I thought it might be really great
To show you how I feel inside
Then I think ... MAYBE NOT ...

You wouldn't speak to me
I would be left behind
We'd be through if you knew
All the things in my mind
I'd probably feel worse
You'd probably scream and shout
Scratch and curse or even worse
Quietly shut me out

I thought I'd come to you and say
Everything within my heart
I just can't look the other way
And wait for us to grow apart
Then I think ... WHAT'S THE POINT?

This might just go away
I think I'll think some more
Either way I will pay
And suffer for evermore
You wouldn't speak to me
I would be left behind
We'd be through if you knew
All the things in my mind

I thought I'd come to you and say
All the things I had on my mind ...


All On A Sunday
All on a Sunday
I woke in the morning
But my head said too soon
So I slept until noon
In the blink of a memory
My consciences left me
And it stayed gone until
The sun came to fill the room

I wanna live just like you
I wanna feel like you do
I wanna lay it down
All on a Sunday
I wanna fly to the moon
I'll see the world from my room
All on a Sunday

The wind and the weathering were on channel 14
So I flipped to Ben-Hur
Feeling warm and secure
The stars of the 80's
And the corporate ladies
Flashed on my screen
'Til I started to dream again

I wanna live just like you
I wanna feel like you do
I wanna lay it down
All on a Sunday
I wanna fly to the moon
I'll see the world from my room
All on a Sunday

I wanna live like the longest and curviest driveway
Tucked in bed no one knows that I've lost my mind

I wanna live just like you
I wanna feel like you do
I wanna lay it down
All on a Sunday
I wanna fly to the moon
I'll see the world from my room
All on a Sunday


Goodbye To Yesterday
When all that's good seems to wear you down
When the river is far and wide
And you can't stand up for falling down
You're a believer who's found they lied
And the past has your hands firmly tied

Try ... to find a way
Try ... to say goodbye to yesterday
Goodbye to yesterday ... say goodbye ...

When you push they push on you
It's hand to mouth and day to day
Do you have your baggage or do your bags have you?
You're doing fine - It's not too late
To lay your burden down and walk through heaven's gate

Try ... to find a way
Try ... to say goodbye to yesterday
Goodbye to yesterday
Say goodbye

You've got to find a way
To say goodbye ...


The Great Nothing

I: From Nowhere

II: One Note

One note timeless
Came out of nowhere
It wailed like the wind and night
It sought no glory
It added no meaning
Not even a reason why

No thought
No need to say something
No message to sell
It played without a buzz or a showing
Out of the great nothing
It came without fail

One man with his mind full
Trying to get somewhere
He thought, "Man this thing could fly!"
He had good intentions, even some feeling
He thought, "Lord, I've got to try ..."

No thought
He had to say something
His message would sell
He got a buzz without knowing
Into the great nothing
The boy slipped and fell

III: Come Up Breathing

Come up breathing
Up from the water
Man, he was so submerged
Where's the feeling?

It must be way under
Far from the spoken word

No, no - no corporate ladder
No hometown parade
The fat cats just keep getting fatter
What does it matter
The thing must be played .....

One note timeless .......

Don't let the buzz get you down
Don't lose your memory or you'll sink fast and drown
But you can't seem to sleep for the thoughts in your mind
Since you can't stand to think you have one hell of a time
Hanging with submergers you drink yourself blind
You think it's fine
You've got time ......

IV: Submerged

The boy has got potential
But he's never had commercial success
There's flies in his ointment
There's Stuyvesants and liquor on his breath
We'll have him charge the gate
We'll have to set him straight
We'll have him seal his future fate
Before it's too late

I worked with him closely
It must have been ten years ago
Of all the pains in the asses
He's the worst
I've had the bad taste to know
He's undirectable
Completely uncoachable
But perhaps we can put him
In an altered state
Before it's too late

V: Missed Your Calling

See the writing on the wall
Once the man who had it all
You threw it all away, look around and nothing's left
You've got nothing to forget
No golden yesterday

'Cause you missed your calling
You could have lived up in the sky
You missed your calling every time

Watch the lady throw the rune
Have her come up to your room
She comes from Montreal
There's no limelight only line
And Tequila's made you blind
It's time to lose it all

'Cause you missed your calling
You could have lived up in the sky
You missed your calling one more time

The boy has got potential
But he'll never have commercial success
We gave him good direction
But he always thought that he knew what's best
We tried to set him straight
His calls will have to wait
We tried to change his future fate
But now it's too late

Something keeps telling quiet now, quiet now - quiet now
Mother says quiet down, quiet down - quiet down .........

VI: The Great Nothing

One note timeless
Came out of nowhere
Just when all hope was gone
And nothing matters
But that it's breathing
It ends as it has begun

No thought
No need to say something
No message to run
From the ashes
Out of the great nothing
Without a buzz or a showing
Out of the great nothing
With nobody knowing
It plays on and on ...

Spock's Beard - 1999 - Day For Night

Day For Night
Released March 23, 1999
Genre Progressive rock
Length 61:21
Label Metal Blade
Producer Neal Morse and Spock's Beard

Day For Night is the fourth studio album by American progressive rock band Spock's Beard.
Tracks 8 through 14 on the album comprise the multi-part epic "The Healing Colors of Sound".


Tracklist
01. Day For Night (7:34)
02. Gibberish (4:18)
03. Skin (3:58)
04. The Distance To The Sun (5:11)
05. Crack The Big Sky (9:59)
06. The Gypsy (7:28)
07. Can't Get It Wrong (4:12)
08. The Healing Colors Of Sound - part 1 (2:22)
09. My Shoes (4:16)
10. Mommy Comes Back (4:50)
11. Lay It Down (3:18)
12. The Healing Colors Of Sound - part 2 (3:17)
13. My Shoes - revisited (3:54)
14. Urban Noise



Lineup
Neal Morse: lead vocals, piano, all synths and acoustic guitar
Alan Morse: electric guitar, mellotron and vocals
Dave Meros: bass and vocals
Nick D'Virgilio: drums, percussion and vocals
Ryo Okumoto: Hammond organ and Mellotron
Additional musicians
John Garr - Sax (5)
Joy Worland - French Horn (7,8)
Eric Brenton, Tom Tally, John Hrovoza - String Section (8)
Byron House - String Bass and Cello (2,7)

LYRICS
Day For Night

Day for night
I can't wait 'til the time is right
Like a gun waits for war
Like the sun waiting for a light

Pound away
Get it done in just half a day
'Neath the sweltering sky
Get it done, don't ask why

Don't you want to live my way?
Living day for night
Don't you want to live my way?
Why you want to keep trying?
You never get it right
When you could be
Living day for night

Live my dream
There's no dancing in between
Why not let it go?
There's no sense being so extreme
Act instead
There's no life living in your head
The director's long gone
Still the play goes on
And on and on . . . come on!

CHORUS

Your dreams were disappearing
So you disappeared
Into your head
There's no freshness
In your feelings
So you feel like
Going back to bed
As the mercury rises
There are still some surprises

Day for night
There's no time
There's no end in sight
Not a moment to lose
There's no voice
You can't choose

CHORUS TO END

Gibberish
All that is shall be in the world
What is shall be in the world
All that is shall be in the world
What is shall be in the world
How can it be not what it is
When being is in itself
That which it is destined to be
Because it is what it is
All that is shall be in the world
What is shall be

What is it that you know you know?
There isn't any place to go
The music is a mountain made
All through the years
The song is played
The song is played

Wind raging you remain at the mast
Still slaving to be free at last
The movement knows
No love betrayed
The final tears
As the song is played
As the song is played

All that is shall be in the world
What is shall ... BE!

Skin
Like a star with a blue moon rising
You complain but you keep surprising yourself
Like a dog who's been kicked all over
You tried to quit but you can't stop kicking yourself

It's the truth - it's a lie - love will never die

Don't you see it's like tryin' to climb out of your skin
You're like a butterfly fighting the wind
Don't you see it's like tryin' to climb out of your skin

You shut down tried to not be special
Lights were off but someone's always been home
May as well not resist temptation
Plug yourself in the wall and light up the town

Time is up - it's alive - take this dream and drive

CHORUS

Climb way up to the ground
Slide on up and slide down

It's the truth - it's a lie - love will never die
It's the best you can buy - might be worth a try
Make a wish take a dive - don't just stay alive
You'll do more than survive - take this dream and drive

CHORUS

The Distance To The Sun
There is no peace
Here in my mind
There's no way to see
We're all born blind
To some place some time
When we could feel like
We're joined inside
We can't always
See it with our eyes

But there is a world apart from what we know
There is a time/place the eyes will never show
We can be as one
And be farther than the distance to the sun

There is no use you'll never win
They'll only kick you back again
Back where you've been
And you're never satisfied
Your wants just change
You've been playing an unwinnable game

CHORUS

Half the time we're gone, we don't know why
Half of us are crying to the sky
Once we're there we'll wonder why it took so long
Once we're there we'll know what we became

CHORUS

Crack The Big Sky
We played the liberation game
They gave a war - someone came
We dropped the torch . . . easy
Let's all go down and dance in the rain

Anything could happen then
Which scared the king and all his men
»We better kill this feeling
We've been wrong before
It could happen again«

Rain came and soon became
A crack in the big sky
Night stayed and music played
We could not shame this high
After we came down we hit the ground
Crack the big sky
Crack the big sky

What was all the fuss about
(let's all get out and work for nothing)
Let's make stuff we can't live without
(it's alright to believe in something)
We'll make up your meaning
Let's get you right in

You can't be left out

CHORUS

Light the light's on Lincoln lake
Sorry boys, it was our mistake
Power makes you sleazy
Now you've lost your sight
Ain't it a shame

Rain came and soon became
The color of the sky
Night stayed and music played
We could not shame this high
Friends gathered 'round eachother
No one was alone
And you want to run and tell your brother
That you've finally found a home

But you can't find a phone . . .

CHORUS TO END


The Gypsy
I fell in a stream
Neck deep in needles
A slow motion sunlit scene
I woke in a world
With two kinds of people
The more and the less extreme
Was it some kind of dream?
Or is it real?

Then I awoke
To then white policemen
Who held me until I choked
They brought me in
Like McCarthy and Nixon
That isn't all she wrote
Log on to a suicide note

But I can't get nothin'
That can be bought
So I'll just live
With what I got
I'm the gypsy
And I'll never be
Anyone's president
So I'll just live
'Til my time's spent
I'm the gypsy
I'm the gypsy

Little Susie Baker went to meet her maker
For a ten pound note
A glass and a sucker is all that it got her
Guess she got her goat
And the Camptown ladies say »you have a nice day
Just be along your way . . . GET OUT ! ! ! !

CHORUS

I fell in a stream of lilac and razors
What do you think that means?
Another day - another stomach
Aches for some other way
But for now I'll just live today . . . OH YEAH ! ! ! ! !

But I can't get nothin' that can be bought
So I'll just live with what I got
I'm the gypsy - I'm the gypsy

Can't Get It Wrong
I don't want to be alone anymore,
Why can't I be somebody else?
Why must I see through these strange eyes?

I won't take too much of your time on the telephone,
Just me and the sunset sky along
Some kind of cloudburst in my mind
I'd like to leave it behind

But I can't get it wrong and I can't get it right
And I can't seem to get it at all tonight
It would help if you could see things through my eyes
If you tried could you see things through my eyes?

What is there in between anyway?
I'm dawn and you're dusk - we're night and day
But I think we could make it something good
How I wish that we could

But I can't get it wrong and I can't get it right
And I can't seem to get it at all tonight
It would help if you could see things through my eyes
If you can't understand how I'm feeling today
If you can't understand me, well that's o.k.
Still I think that you could see things through my eyes
If you tried you could see things through my eyes

If I could only open and hear what you say
I think this could all work out

Cause I can't get it wrong and I can't get it right
Man, I just want to get it all tonight
Yeah, I think that I could see things through your eyes
If you can't understand how I'm feeling today
If you can't understand me, well that's o.k.
Still I think that you could see things through my eyes
If you tried you could see things through my eyes


The Healing Colors Of Sound pt. 1
Instrumental

My Shoes
[God says]
Melt the ice by summer
Turn the grass from green to gold
Live the greatest story ever told

Don't mess the sacred mother
If things go wrong
Hey, it's alright
But don't kid yourself
I know what you'd really like

You'd like to be in my shoes
Wouldn't you now
Wouldn't you now
You'd like to be in my shoes
Wouldn't you now
Wouldn't you now

Melt the ice by summer
Send the critics down to NBC
'Cause I'm the will
Of the world that's about to be

And you'd like to be in my shoes
Wouldn't you now
Wouldn't you now
You'd like to be in my shoes
Wouldn't you now
Wouldn't you now

Mommy Comes Back
A baby was born in a small town yesterday
He's a magical child with a cosmic death ray
But his mother always wanted to play
Such a long way down

But mommy comes back
She always comes back to get me
Mommy comes back, she always comes back
And she never will forget me now

The baby grows up
And soon becomes a kid
Spends his whole life explaining
The things that his mother did
Then they say she went
And drowned
Such a long way down

CHORUS

When she came up
She'd looked better
»Look, dear, I made you a sweater«

Now it's all done
They live up in Monticello
With some pizza pockets
Some papers and a case of mello-yellow
But don't go in celloe - such a long way
Run when you hear the cello
You're in for a long stay
Hey, hey

Lay It Down
Children yet to be born
Don't you mourn me now
'Cause the crows are in the corn
Lay it down, lay it down

Old man's on his porch
His house burning down
When he passes you his torch
Lay it down, lay it down

And the young man comes
To beat his drums
And the old man sings
'Here it comes, here it comes'
And Newsweek's featured
everyone by now
Lay it down, lay it down now
Lay it down

We built this house of cards
We can tear it down
When it hurts don't take it hard
Lay it down, lay it down

And the wildman brings
His wild man things
While the press keeps
Pressing on the pressure king
And the drums are beating
Everywhere by now
Lay it down, lay it down
Lay it down

The Healing Colors Of Sound pt. 2
One man said in sign
Don't you want to feel o.k.?
And the sighted man said to the blind
Don't you look at me that way again
Don't you look at me that way again

So they shared a glass of wine
And they started to feel o.k. again
Then one said one more time
said »Don't you see there now way to win -
Don't you see there's no way you can win«

But you can turn around to the healing colors of sound
Just turn around to the healing colors of sound

Old man's ship won't sail
Don't you think they've failed by now?
You can't just turn your tail
No, you can't go home that way again
No, you can't go home that way again

CHORUS

My Shoes (revisited)
Melt the ice by summer
Turn the grass from green to gold
Live the greatest story ever told

And you'd like to be in my shoes
Wouldn't you now
Wouldn't you now

Urban Noise
Instrumental

Friday, December 24, 2010

Spock's Beard - 1998 - The Kindness Of Strangers

The Kindness Of Strangers





Tracklist
All songs by Neal Morse, except where noted.
1. "The Good Don't Last" – 10:04
* I. Introduction
* II. The Good Don't Last
* III. The Radiant Is
2. "In the Mouth of Madness" – 4:46
3. "Cakewalk on Easy Street" – 5:01
4. "June" – 5:30
5. "Strange World" – 4:20
6. "Harm's Way" – 11:06
7. "Flow" (Neal Morse, Tony Ray) – 15:48
* I. True Believer
* II. A Constant Flow of Sound
* III. Into the Source

Bonus tracks on album reissue
8. "The Good Don't Last" (radio edit) – 3:24
9. "In the Mouth of Madness" (radio edit) – 3:57
10. "Cakewalk on Easy Street" (radio edit) – 4:01
11. "June" (home demo) – 5:31
12. "Strange World" (home demo) – 4:35

Personnel
* Neal Morse – lead vocals, piano, synthesizer
* Alan Morse – guitars, cello, vocals
* Dave Meros – bass guitar, vocals
* Nick D'Virgilio – drums, percussion, vocals
* Ryo Okumoto – hammond organ, mellotron

Released May, 1998
Recorded 1997
Genre Progressive rock
Length 56:35 (original)
78:38 (reissue)
Label Giant Electric Pea
Radiant Records
Producer Neal Morse and Spock's Beard

The Kindness of Strangers is the third studio album by American progressive rock band Spock's Beard.
All songs are credited to Neal Morse except "Flow" is co-credited to one Tony Ray. Explains Morse, "When I was 16 I didn't think I could write lyrics. So this friend of mine (that I haven't seen since I was 17) gave me some poetry, some of which is still in "Flow". I used about half of the original. Specifically the beginning of the 'True Believer" section and "Into The Source".
"Dave says of this writing/recording session, "By far, that's the most fun I've ever had in the studio!". This was also recorded at Kevin's in April of '97 and was written and recorded in 4 hours. Ryo brought the charts (he had written the music that day) and while the rest of the band was cutting the track, I was in the corner scribbling down lines like "Throw yourself upon the flaming pyre". In the 3rd hour Dave, Ryo and I wrote the whole lyric. I remember Dave throwing in critical words when I was stuck like, 'tainted', to which came a resounding "ooohhhh, that's good!" from the rest of us, and the line "bathed in tainted blood" was born. collaboration at it's finest! Note: that's Ryo on the top background vocal part. While Dave, Ryo and I were doing the backgrounds we were laughing so hard we were crying! Maybe you had to be there..."
"Into Fire" is the result of JVC requesting a Heavy Metal song as a bonus track for the Japanese release of "The Kindness Of Strangers"

LYRICS

The Good Don't Last

Introduction
The Good Don't Last
We could have been God's dream
We could have lived the LIFE!
Could have done great things

Man, it would have been so nice
It could have been me
Could have been you
We could have done anything we wanted to do
Ant I don't know how it happened
But we got it all wrong
The bad don't mean anything
And the good don't last too long

We could have watched 'Black Like Me'
Instead we watched the big guns
And everybody knows the words
To "seasons in the sun"

Could have had give
Could have had take
We could've made anything we wanted to make
So we made 'Wheel Of Fortune'
And all the popular songs
We made a land where crap is king
And the good don't last too long

Now there's darkened doorways creaking in my bed
I got the Mannix theme song playing in my head
Put this one to bed

The Radiant Is
No Words
No denying
The Radiant is
Is still here
Watching
And multiplying
And it's not going to
Disappear

In the Mouth of Madness

Hey there, would you like to ride
On the best event since suicide
Hey, people come and board the train
Come anesthetize your frazzled brain
Hey you, Mister fancy pants
Don't play it safe - come take a chance
Hey, Mrs. I don't really care
Come along with us, there's room to spare

Come fill your heart with gladness
We have no sense - no sadness
Here in the mouth of madness

Hey, Mister, don't you walk away
Why save yourself for a rainy day?
If you miss it you will fall behind
Don't think too much - just lose your mind

You'll be a Gypsy man
You'll never feel sadness
Here in the mouth of madness

We've got no self control
Come be the first to shout it, NOW!
We're gonna make you whole!

Hey there would you like to ride
On the best event since suicide
Hey, people come and board the train
Come anesthetize your frazzled brain
Hey! this is your last chance
To lose control and live the dance
Hey, people we're about to go
Don't fill the crowd be in the show

You've got no self control
Now you don't feel sadness
You're in the mouth of madness
You be a Gypsy man
You've got no sense - no sadness
You're in the mouth of madness


Cakewalk On Easy Street

Wednesday
It's suppository time again
Ain't it grand?
Friday
I get my leg back on again
I'll get to stand

'Cuz it's a cakewalk on easy street
It's a new kind of day
It's a good time
The best you ever had
It's the new-fangled way

Air-raid
Sirens in the night again
Not far away
I'm failing
At everything I try to win
But that's O.K.

'Cuz it's a cakewalk on easy street
It's a new kind of day
It's a cakewalk on easy street

I have nothing bad to say
'Cept all my friends have gone away
Half of me is plastic and wood
But at least I've got my arms - that's good

'Cuz it's a cake walk on easy street
It's a new kind of day
It's a good time
The best you ever had
It's the new-fangled way
It's a cakewalk on easy street

June

June
Came upon us much too soon
Then was gone
Gone
Like the mountains of the moon
At dawn

Then the sun came up on a sleepy day
And never went down at night
And the crowd kept on singin' Waste Away
but it just didn't feel right
And the prince and the drummer and the fire girls
Couldn't get our guitars in tune
And I knew it was over when the sound man said
"I wish we were still in June"

June
Telephones in private rooms
Hot bath
Bathe
In the smell of the buzz' perfume
Man, I want to go back

CHORUS

And I knew
It couldn't be true
It wasn't free
It wasn't for me

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah etc.

June
Came upon us much too soon
Then was gone

CHORUS

And we knew
It couldn't be true

Strange World

Mary was on Face The Nation
Sunday morning ten o'clock
It's a very strange world
In a very strange time

Jimmy makes a handsome living
Juggling weapons in the park
It's a very strange world
In a very strange time

And so it goes slowly down the road
And so I say - I got no friends today

The bomber got his manifesto
Published in the New York Times
It's a very strange world
Got some interesting minds

Advertising pays more than a lot
While the teacher's selling pies in the parking lot
It's a very strange world
With some well hidden crimes

I didn't know life could get so cold
I didn't see - I thought they were all like me

It's a very strange world
But I think I like it

I didn't know life could get so cold
I didn't see - I thought they were all like me
And so it goes slowly down the road
And so I say - I got no friends today

Mary went to Face The Nation
Sunday morning ten o'clock
It's a very strange time
In a very strange world


Harm's Way
Burned by their fields on a cold stainless day
Blown by the wind - they got nothin' to say
I can't look the other way
Just to stay out of harm's way

Toes in the dirt - here's a fork in the road
Blood on my shirt and a lump in my throat
I can't look the other way
Just to stay out of harm's way

Pretty maids in a row
Tried to hide from the cold
With their heads held up high
They're just waiting around to die

The word resigned comes to mind
The leaders race while we fall behind
But they can't touch the sky
They're just waiting around to die

No they can't touch the sky
They're just waiting around to die

Touched by the gold as the moment is framed
No one will look and so no one is blamed
I can't look the other way
I won't stay out of harm's way

The Venus slowly rises in the night
The people softly lit by restless moonlight
And as the Jackal preys upon the Netherworld
You can hear as she surprises and sings...RISE!

And as the Jackal preys upon the Netherworld
You can hear her as she rises and sings...RISE!

Touched by the wind as the movement returns
Now we begin all the lessons to learn

I can't look the other way
I won't stay out of harm's way


Flow

Flow
Sunlight gliding
Children sighing
In their dreams
Never hiding

True believer
You are ever
Forever
The great deceiver
Will never boil your blood
Or swallow you
whole...yeah...

Shocked outrageous
I have slipped in the slime
Touch me - I'm contagious
Seeping into your mind

True believer
You are ever
Forever
The great deceiver
Will never swallow your soul
No never...yeah...

True believer
You are ever
Forever

A Constant Flow of Sound

Now we come and go
We get around
A constant flow of sight and sound
A constant flow of sound

Shock on the gate
We're so sorry
Guests are not allowed

We're gone forever
Headlong together
We're gone - we're so far gone
The true believer
Has burst the ocean wide
We're gone - we're so far gone
To where the last of the long lost people are hiding

Lock your doors
Everything's delivered
Turn on the news
All things considered
Looks like we're out of time

We're gone forever
Headlong together
We're gone - we're so far gone
The true believer
Has burst the ocean wide
We're gone - we're so far gone
To where the last of the long lost people are hiding

Into The Source

Go forth
Into the source
Go
Evading force
Go forth

Into Fire
They rage into the night
Cloaked in gowns of thunder
And the rising tide
Your flesh will start to burn with the hunger
Your soul will open wide
All the devils that tormented you
All the angels that you never knew
Into the depths you will plunder
You will plunder
Into the fire!

Bathed in tainted blood
As the death count grows higher
It's the dawn of the day
Licensed with the will of desire
It's a crime that doesn't pay
It's the temple of all sacrifice
It's the burning that will leave no ice
Throw yourself upon the flaming pyre
It's getting higher
Into the fire!

They rage into the night
Cloaked in gowns of thunder
And the rising tide
Your flesh will start to burn with the hunger
Your soul will open wide
People remember what you see
'Cause what you did - did THIS to me!
Into the depths you will plunder
You will plunder
Into the fire!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Spock's Beard - 1996 - Beware Of Darkness

Beware of Darkness



Beware of Darkness is the second studio album by American Progressive rock band Spock's Beard, released in 1996. The album was the band's first release following the addition of keyboardist Ryo Okumoto to the group.

The album features several short songs, in contrast to their debut album The Light which consisted of just four lengthy tracks.

Beware Of Darkness
Released 1996
Recorded January 1996
Genre Progressive rock
Length 58:12

Label Metal Blade
Radiant Records
Producer Neal Morse and Spock's Beard



Track listing
All songs by Neal Morse, except where noted.
1. "Beware of Darkness" (George Harrison) – 5:41
2. "Thoughts" – 7:10
3. "The Doorway" – 11:27
4. "Chatauqua" – 2:49
5. "Walking on the Wind" – 9:06
6. "Waste Away" – 5:26
7. "Time Has Come" – 16:33

Neal Morse: lead vocals, piano, all synths, acoustic guitar, bouzouki [huh?] and boring electric guitar parts
Alan Morse: really fun electric guitar parts [the actually good ones], cello, vocals and Roddy McDowell impression
Dave Meros: fuzz bass, wash bass, fretless bass
Nick D'Virgilio: drums, percussion, vocals
Ryo Okumoto: Hammond organ and Mellotron

LYRICS
Beware Of Darkness
WATCH OUT NOW
TAKE CARE BEWARE
Of thoughts that linger
Winding 'round inside your head
And the pain that often lingers
In the dead of night
In the dead of night
Beware of darkness

WATCH OUT NOW
TAKE CARE BEWARE
Of greedy leaders
Who take you where you should not go
While weeping at the cedars
In the dead of night
In the dead of night
Beware of sadness

It can kill you
It can hurt you
Make you sore
And what is more
That is not what you are here for

WATCH OUT NOW
TAKE CARE BEWARE
Of soft shift shufflers
They're dancin' down the sidewalk
While each unconscious sufferer
Wanders aimlessly
In the dead of night
Beware of darkness - It can kill you
Beware of darkness - It can cut you down
Beware of darkness


Thoughts

Thoughts are thinking
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are screaming
Thoughts keep coming
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are coming down

Thoughts are thinking; Thunk from knowing
Thoughts repeating; Harm is showing
Thoughts forever keep me going down

I thought my time was almost done

I thought I knew which way to run

I thought of how this began

I thought of where to go for lunch

I thought I'd give her what she wants

I thought the dream makes the man

Bats are crawling on my skin
I hear blood-letting thoughts beginning now

The more I try to not give in
The more I think my thoughts are winning now

Thoughts are thinking
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are screaming
Thoughts keep coming
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are coming down

I thought oh man, this gig is long
I thought my drink was much too strong
I thought he spoke much too fast
I thought they make me sick
I thought please death come quick
I thought it's too good too last

Our eyes are one; I tunnel in
I hear pathetic thoughts beginning now

Thoughts are thinking
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are screaming
Thoughts keep coming

The more I try to not give in
The more I think my thoughts are winning now

Thoughts are thinking
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are screaming
Thoughts keep coming
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are coming down

Thoughts are thinking; Thunk from knowing
Thoughts repeating; Harm is showing
Thoughts forever keep me going down

Thoughts are like black ravens in the sky
Thoughts will be forever floating by...
Why?...

I thought at last my love at last!
I thought let's go out and get trashed
I thought let's break what we planned
I thought we punish for the crime
I thought we're running out of time
I thought the dream makes the man

Bats are crawling on my skin
I hear blood-letting thoughts beginning now

Thoughts are thinking
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are screaming
Thoughts keep coming
Thoughts are coming
Thoughts are coming down

Thoughts are thinking; Thunk from knowing
Thoughts repeating; Harm is showing
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Thoughts are screaming; Thoughts are coming
Thoughts forever will keep COMING

The Doorway
I really don't care if you're not in my sight
I really don't think but I think I'm right
It don't bother me none if you're depressed or depraved
'Cause I'm not the one and you don't need to be saved

As the sunrise comes down the doorway
And the snow white falls like rain down an alley
I'll be sending my light your way
You are the doorway
YOU ARE THE DOOR

I really don't care if you lay it all down
I really don't mind if you switch off the sound
Put it in reverse we might sound better that way
Say what you want 'cause it's all o.k.

As the sunrise comes down the doorway
And the snow white falls like rain down an alley
I'll be sending my light your way
You are the doorway
You are the doorway
YOU ARE THE DOOR

What are you waiting for?
What are you hoping will happen now?

Out of the sycamore darkness
The dye was cast
Time has passed away
Color in the world by numbers
Masked in fear
And you can't hear me say
You are the doorway
You are the DOOR

As the sunrise comes down the doorway
And the snow white falls like rain down an alley
I'll be sending my self your way
Don't you know
YOU ARE THE DOOR

I really don't care if you're not in my sight
I really don't think but I think I'm right
It don't bother me none if you're depressed or depraved
'Cause I'm not the one and you don't need to be saved

I really don't care if you twist or you shout
I really don't think what you think you're about
It don't bother me none if you shoot under par
'Cause I know what I am and I know what you are

As the sunrise comes down the doorway
And the snow white falls like rain down an alley
I'll be sending my life your way
You are the doorway
You are the doorway
You are the door
You are the door
You are THE DOOR

Chatauqua
Instrumental

Walking On The Wind
Out there where we're living on the dark side of the day
Something's in our way
What is hard to say
Rushing in and out like players in a phantom band
Life is out of hand
As night falls on the land

Time will not begin - It's in your mind
We'll get out when we get in
Shadows on the wind they touch the sky
We'll be walking on the wind
We'll be walking on[walking on] the wind

Guessing games are over - We can't answer number one
We crawl and then we run
And everything's been done
Laugh or cry; live or die - I been somewhere in between
The pissant and the king
Still the crowd will sing

Time will not begin - It's in your mind
We'll get out when we get in
Shadows on the wind they touch the sky
We'll be walking on the wind
We'll be WALKING ON [walking on] THE WIND

To know it in your bones
That time will come to pass
And time will never save you from your past

Here where are living on the dark side of the day
Something's in our way
What is hard to say
The lost, the undiscovered will all be close at hand
When night falls on the land
All will understand

We will dance upon the water
We will walk upon the wind
We will tear down all the borders
Let the holy time begin

We will walk upon the wind
We will tear down all the borders
We will walk upon the wind

Waste Away
Some people are like gravy
Spilled on God's Sunday shirt
Some people are always getting better
Some people just get worse

Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Some people only waste so long until they waste away
Waste away now

Some people think they're dangerous
Well maybe just to little boys
some people always reaching for the sky
As if they had a choice

Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Waste away now

And I want to know
And I don't want to hear them cry
So I gotta go man I gotta go
I gotta go now

Some people think they're lucky
Like they thought of heaven first
Some people been holdin' back their love so long
I think they're 'bout to burst

Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Waste away now

Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Some people only waste so long before they waste away
Waste away now

Waste away
Waste away now
WASTE AWAY

Time Has Come

I'm just a junkyard now
This is my trash
They burnt me down somehow
Flicked me off like a cigarette ash

But time has come today; Time has come today

I've been a patron saint
I've had my mouth washed out
And I've been one big complaint
I turned myself into two separate gorillas?

But time has come today; Time has come to blow our old world away

Pulled in from abilene; found the world was sold
He paid in gold - but his hands were cold
But the man was sharp; man, this cat was cool
So we gave the jewel to a raving fool... YEAH!

They say I'm a big boy now
Come on and stand up straight
Lock up your girls and boys
Soon it will be too late

Time has come today time has come today
Time has come to blow out yesterday
Has come today time has come today
Time has come to blow our old world away

Cardboard people stand in a field made of grass.
Carved from mahogany and jade, they see you and all start to laugh.
The eyes that they live through will roll as they give you the task.

Steeped in a slumber, they tell you your number is one;
And the proper ladies blow smoke from their mouths like a gun.
They smile like the sun - say the race has begun, time to run... RUN!

Cardboard people tell you they'd love you to stay.
When the whores and sailors come it would be best to put lucky away.
You must wait for the sunset; your time hasn't come yet today.

As the sunset loves nimbus and the autumn light
We don't have to live for a fight
We can be one - it can be done!

I must leave here with the morning light
We don't have to live to be right
We can be one - this must be done!

And mommy and dad give a pat on the back but they're thinking:
"If you leave here we'll hate you
If you leave here we'll argue
If you leave here we'll hate you
We love you but we'll hate you if you leave"

Then you're hunkerin' down in mid-town with your brothers
And soon they'll all looking your way
We can survive - Just stay alive

And you think it's a crime but you know that it's time to be leaving
"If you leave here we'll hate you
If you leave here we'll argue
If you leave here we'll hate you
We love you but we'll hate you if you leave"

I'm just an old man now
I EAT YOUR TRASH
I'll make it back somehow
Take off at long last YEAH!

Time has come today
Time has come to blow our old world away
Time has come today
Time has come to blow our old world away

Let's blow our old world away

Spock's Beard - 1995 - The Light

The Light is the 1995 debut release by popular American progressive rock band, Spock's Beard. The album features two different covers—one for its domestic release, and one for its European release.

Released 1995
Genre Progressive rock
Length 56:54
Label Metal Blade
Producer Spock's Beard and Neal Morse




Lineup
Neal Morse: lead vocals, mellotron, Hammond organ, all other keyboards, acoustic & electric guitar
Alan Morse: lead electric guitar, cello, mellotron & vocals
Dave Meros: bass, french horn
Nick D'Virgilio: drums, percussion, vocals

Tracklist
01. The Light (13:53)
- i: The Dream
- ii: One Man
- iii Garden People
- iv Looking Straight Into The Light
- v The Man In The Mountain
- vi Senor Valasco's Mystic Voodoo Love Dance
- vii The Return Of The Horrible Catfish Man
- viii The Dream
02. Go The Way You Go (12:03) -
03. The Water (23:14)
- i: Introduction / The Water
- ii When It All Goes To Hell
- iii A Thief In The Night
- iv FU / I'm Sorry
- v The Water (revisited)
- vi Runnin' The Race
- vii Reach For The Sky
04. On The Edge (6:11)



LYRICS
The Light
I: The Dream
What Makes a dream
So very different
From any other dream
Where is that
Straight line
That I can hold up
To the light
And say no!
This is not right
This does not
Stand up
In the light

II: One Man
Call me cavanaugh
I'm the one with the caveman jaw
Call me Smitty or Jones
Talkin' on the tv's and the telephones
I am the critical masses
Stand back and watch as time passes

I am the centerfold
I know the stories before they get told
You can call me Kennedy
You may have killed him but you cannot kill me
I am the crippled and blind
I paint the pretty pictures on the subway signs
Yeah, I am everything to everyone
And I won't go away at the point of a gun

All of this in one man

I am rock 'n roll
I am classical, country and soul
I am the nun and the flasher
I am the father, the son and the bastard
I am the church and the steeple
Open the door and see all the people

All of this in one man

III: Garden People
I'm coming down
People's garden
Garden people
People's garden
Garden people

IV: Looking Straight Into The Light
Look!
There's a light
Headed for the sun
Stand and you might
Turn to everyone
The lady, the lass
Melt into glass
Looking straight into the light

Stand at the door
That would not open wide
You tried so hard before
But now we're on your side
You see us all - the left and the right
Looking straight into the light

You see us all - the left and the right
Looking straight into the light
Looking straight into the light
Looking straight into the light!

In the light

V: The Man In The Mountain
I am the man in mountain
I stand alone - I've been downed
In a sea of loveless illusion
So many lost - so many drowned

Got no church - got no steeple
Got no time for you people
I live the life of a shadow
The only chance that I have now
Is there
In the light

They wore all kinds of things on their heads to disguise
That they'd rather be unfettered than be wealthy and wise
And they listened as their enemies made a similar sound
And they watched a million cars go by
They were gaining some ground
But they didn't know what to do
With this thing they had found
So they had a party!?

VI: Senor Valasco's Mystic Voodoo Love Dance
I am senor Valasco
I drink my milk with tabasco
Got no place to stand
Got no home, no land, but I
Don't ever want to die
Don't place no one before I
I am the mask and the chamber
I know of love not of danger
Got no place to go
Ain't nothin' better than be here
Don't ever want to die
Don't place no one before I

Don't ever want to die
Don't place no one before I

VII: The Return Of The Horrible Catfish Man
I am the catfish man!
I can't hear you!
Go ahead and have a nice day now
Go ahead and say what you say now
I stand humanis erectus
Stand back... ha... ha... ha!
I am... I am

All of this in one man

VIII: The Dream

What
Makes a dream
So very different
From any other dream
Where is that
Straight line
That I can hold up
To the light and say yes!
This is alright
This one will
Stand up
In the
Light

Go The Way You Go
Look
Another heart is beating
But how?
Why?
There must be some way to know
So many roads are weaving
And I
Wish
I knew which way I should go

Go the way you go
You can't know what you don't know
Go the way
Go the way you go

So
You say the world if perfect
And all
There is
is all there could be
But it's all just words to me
Can
You
Say more 'cause I want to know

Go the way you go
You can't know what you don't know
Go the way
Go the way you go

Half moon bay playin' forty fives
Hammer's in the window while the moose man drives
And they're passing cars like people
And they never say the things they know
And the master of disaster is sleepin' in the road

Carbon copy of the last place you know
The past is telling how the future will go
And I can't believe you're asking (In your mind)
I can't believe it's taking (so much time)
Sometimes you know the sun can burn you blind

Go the way you go

All kinds of people
Ain't tied to no mast
Got all kinds of visions
Of futures and pasts

They won't confiscate you
They'll quote you no facts
They are the human tides turning
They are the fire burning
Waving their banner of white
The people are right
The people are right
The people are right!

The people are right
The people are right
Are they right?!

Look
Another day is breaking
And hot
Light
Will soon turn the black to blue
I know these roads are weaving
But it's
Alright
Trust in the ones you choose

Go the way you go
(and trust what you choose)
You can't know what you don't know
(there ain't no way to lose now)
Go the way you go
(no matter what you do)
You can't know what you don't know
Go the way you go

The Water

I: Introduction/The Water
I am the water
I am the ocean king
I own the red sky
I am the one who makes...
Dreams...
Real

II: When It All Goes to Hell

There you are
It's soft and it's red
Floating free
In your own private bed
Then one day
You're pushed down a well
And you feel your funny bone crack
When it all goes to hell

You come into
A world cold and bright
And after a while
It all seems alright
You dance and play
But it's too soon to tell
That you'll find yourself scathed and attacked
When it all goes to hell

When it all goes to hell

And you don't even try to get up
When it all goes to hell

III: A Thief in the Night
I was a general
Of darkness and light
I was to be the major man
It was some kind of sight

I was going to stand alone
And do what was right
Now I'm just another stepping stone
A thief in the night

So where were all of those
Angels and priests
Who said they'd carry me
Beyond my beliefs

Where are all of them now
They're gone from my sight
My mother and father deserted me
Like thieves in the night

Yes, where are all of them now
They're gone from my side
My mother and father deserted me
Like thieves in the night

I was the water
I was the ocean king
I ruled the red sky
I could do anything
'Til you, you
You messed me up
You, you
You all messed me up

IV: FU/I'm Sorry
You gave me this home and then you left me alone
FUCK YOU
You act real nice while you're exacting your price
FUCK YOU

Everyone's got their opinions
They'll tell ya 'bout 'em all the time
What makes 'em think i wanna hear them
I wish that you'd all fucking die, die, DIE!

You don't give a shit about anything
FUCK YOU
I don't know why you even bother to live
FUCK YOU

Everyone's so pathetic
Always talking all the time
What makes them think that
I give half a shit what's on their minds, minds, MINDS!

FUCK YOU
[if the truth were told I really hate myself]
FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU!

I'm so sorry
I really am so, so sorry
If I ever hurt you or caused you pain
I can't help it
I really, really just can't help it
When the madman's on the rise again

Can you understand what it's like?
You all must understand what it's like
I can't help what happened to me
Sometimes it just comes out now can't you see
Please understand and don't
Don't hate me

I'm so sorry
I really am so, so sorry
If I ever hurt you or caused you pain
If you don't understand it's all the same
I guess I'll just be left alone again...

V: The Water (revisited)
I am the water
I am the ocean king
I own the red sky
I am the one who makes...
You...
Feel

VI: Runnin' the Race

Mocks and spots
Rip up your face
But all that counts
Is that you get to first base
Tension mouths
Then it's put in its place
And you're finally having some fun
When you're runnin' the race

Chinatown
Is off to your left
The motor pool
Is there on the right
Tension in dot matrix
Right in your face
And you're finally having some fun
While you're runnin' the race

And you're finally having some fun
While you're runnin' the race
Runnin' the race
Runnin' the race

VII: Reach for the Sky
After we've gone
After the moon rises
And the red flags fly

Gonna reach for the sky
Gonna hold my head up high
Gonna reach for the sky

Storm ragin'
That'll be alright
If we reach for the sky
Yeah we reach for the sky

Guess there never was...
A winner
Just a race against time
I was mean - I was kind
Eventhough I was blind
I still reach for the sky

Storm ragin'
That'll be alright
If we reach for the sky
Yeah we reach for the sky

Come on people
Reach for the sky...



On The Edge

Well I'm out
On the edge
Yes I'm out on the...
Edge

Put on your feet
Put on your face
Put these people in their place

Check your hat
Check your coat
Try to keep your checks afloat

Don't you crack
'Cause they might see
That you're not who you're supposed to be
Keep on firing this hard wire wiring
You can't win; you can't seem to break free

I'm out on the edge one more time
I'm out on the edge in my mind
'Tween a rock and a ledge - yes I'm out
Out on the edge

Inside goes
Outside feels
Like a knife softly
Ripping the wheels of time
You don't know my mind
But I'm telling you - I am telling you now

You cannot hold me - You... you... you!
Cannot hold me down
'Cause I feel like you
Every chance I get
I just get high

I'm out on the edge one more time
I'm out on the edge in my mind
'Tween a rock and a ledge - yes I'm out
Out on the edge

And I can't see the bottom
Can't look down
Yeah

Well I'm out
On the edge one more time
Reaching across the water
For a drink of wine

The empty glass is fading
The children are all waving
And I'm out on the edge

I'm out on the edge one more time
I'm out on the edge in my mind
'Tween a rock and a ledge - yes I'm out
Out on the edge

I'm out on the edge one more time
I'm out on the edge in my mind
On the edge - I'm on the edge